it's thursday, and as usual... malam tadi, aku tido awal...that means, miss 3 episodes of CSI Miami three weeks in a row... see.. how malaysia has changed my life, kalau kat us, mimpi la aku nak tgk citer2 camtu... sure aku tgk comedies jer.. i really miss that 70's show and friends... isk.. isk...

since aku tido awal... aku pun bangun awal... 3.38 pagi... then mengelamun... pastu ntah camner, aku terpk pasal anak2 yg kena halau dari rumah... aku rasa mak bapak tak patut halau anak diorg walau sebesar manala diorg nyer salah. kalau budak tu yg tak pandai... kalau yg pompuan... bsr kemungkinan jadi bohsia... kalau yg laki...mungkin jadi pencuri... apasal la nak musnahkan idup anak yg dah musnah... sedangkan nabi ampunkan umat.

ada gak kes, budak tu pandai, tak pernah mintak duit kat mak bapak, tiba2 termengandung... dah.. kena buang keluarga, sian budak tu. kenapala kdg2 parents ni penting kan diri sendiri.. pkla sikit... mcmla diorg ni tak pernah muda.. paham2la kan.. maafkanla dia... suruhla dia balik.

bila dah penat pk, aku call matde and tido balik.....

as of today, i really believe that being a guy has more advantages than being a girl. if i am a guy, i would have the chance to go to sites (boss aku tak caya aku boleh pegi coz i'm a small girl)... tak larat angkat pipe nanti... well.. whatever, a guy don't need permission to go anywhere... boleh tido at friends house without questions.... boleh balik malam, travel jauh... boleh buat apa2 pun... ni aku nak gi swimming pun semua org byk soal.. tension tau tak. aku mmg trasa sungguh tak puas hati with this dammed double standards. i use to remind myself that double standards kat malaysia still very strong, tapi bila sendiri yg terkena... mmg pedas giler.. to hell with them..

ok, tukar citer sikit....
lately byk giler citer2 pasal ibu2 yg ditinggalkan oleh anak. ibu2 jer yg dpt masuk tv sbb selalunyer pompuan yg nampak lagi frail (double standard) and live longer than men. member aku berpendapat, mesti ibu2 ni ibu2 yg jahat kat anak2. well, i never see it that way. i use to believe that it must be the child's fault when they abadon their mothers. if you really thinks about it, sometimes that's true. maybe mak dia mistreated the child.. that the child later on heated the mother so much that they leave her. i just hope when the times come i won't leave my mother...

semalam tgk citer down with love... cool giler citer tu... suka tgk renee tu berjalan.. lenggang tak ingat nyer... ehehe.. matde yg recommend. nasib baik best. sbb selalunyer citer yg dia betul2 nak tgk mmg sucks... ada ker patut ajak aku tgk citer mami jarum junior... langsung tak lawak. dahla guna bahasa yg aku tak familiar.

anyways... i just love that movie... terpaksa tabik renee... dia punya expression mmg tak sapa boleh lawan.. and also... yesterday my first time travel dari putrajaya ke rumah. jauh sungguh. nasib baik tak sesat. terpaksa hantar matde balik ke rumah sbb dia tumpang org ke-pyramid...

tadi mcm ada benda nak tulis... tapi dah lupa... makin lama makin pelupa la aku agaknyer. well, nothings new... as usual, byk giler yg aku nak buat.. tapi semua takleh nak jalan sbb byk sgt halangan (ie. mak tak kasi, bapa tak kasi, keter adik aku pakai, duit tak cukup... bla bla bla). i just hate it bila jadi camtu. not that i always get what i want. normally the other way round.

but sometimes, i don't know what i want. do i want to change my job? i think in this case it is 50-50. i am a little bit lucky actually to straight away dpt keje after duit aku dah hampir abis kat bank. tmpt keje pun dekat ngan rumah... even though it takes me 40 minutes to get to work. aku bawak keter slow sikit. maklumla... tak biasa... at least aku dah boleh bawak. compared to few months ago. nak kuarkan keter dari parking spot pun tak berani.

sbnrnya, aku pun tak tau apa point aku... nak abiskan masa jer sbnrnya... have to wait for my dad. bila la agaknyer "probation" period aku ni nak abis. asyik kene tunggu org jer.

and skrg aku dah start tgk2 keter apa yg aku nak beli... keter tu mesti tak lebih dari 1.3cc, compact, 4 doors. kereta2 yg aku berkenan... kelisa, peugeot 206 and citreon C3.... tgk gaya, kelisa jer yg aku mampu beli...but i think citreon tu 1.6cc la... have to check again.

as usual... got this from a friend... utk org2 yg sedang bercinta...

MENYINTAI TIDAK BERMAKNA MEMILIKI

Janganlah kau angkuh melaungkan...
Si dia kepunyaanmu...
Atau kau kepunyaan si dia ...
Kerana hakikatnya...
Kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa...
Walau sekeping hati seorang insan...
Tidakkah kau sedar...
Hukum alam menyatakan...
Menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki?...

Manusia pandai berpura...
Berlakon di pentas dunia...
Dan bertopeng menutup rahsia..
Tetapi hati...
Tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya...
Tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya...

Tidakkah kau sedar...
Mungkin si dia melafazkan...
Ungkapan cinta padamu...
Tetapi hati dan perasaannya...
Tidak pernah berniat begitu...
Dia hanya berselindung...
Di sebalik sejuta alasan...

Dan kau...
Begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya..
Sehingga terlupa..
Hukum alam menyatakan..
Menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki..

Sesungguhnya...
"Aku tidak pernah memiliki dirimu..."
"Dan kau jua tidak memiliki diriku."

Mengertilah...
Kita sebenarnya kepunyaan..
Yang Maha Esa...
Tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki diri kita...
Kecuali Dia...
Dia mengasihi hambaNya...
Dia memiliki hambaNya...
Dan ke pangkuan Dia kita akan dikembali......

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kesimpulannyer... kalau bercouple, jgnla obsess sgt. kita gak yg sakit nanti. kalau buat tak kisah pun susah jugak... so, pandai2 jerla jaga diri.

take care....

tension tul la aku... dah tulis panjang2...tiba2 ilang la pulak.... anyways... my entry for today sbnrnya nak ckp aku nyer new findings...

1) ada 2 jenis air bandung. air bandung letak soda(bandung moden) and air bandung susu.

2) dalam washing machine ada fuzzy logic. takkan berenti basuh sampaila baju bersih. ni dpt dari colleague.. so, tak tau betul ke idak....

3) aku nyer pengetahuan am sgt cetek sampaikan mcm baru semalam jer aku hidup... so, the moral of the story... rajin2la amik tau pasal keter, politik and all....

got this from my colleague

A wonderful Message by George Carlin:


The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings
but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower
viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more
conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more
knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet
more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.


We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too
late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray
too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but
reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too
often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years
to life not life to years. We've been all the way
to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a
new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner
space. We've done larger things, but not better things.


We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the
atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but
learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush,
but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate
less and less.


These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and
small character, steep profits and shallow
relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce,
fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of
quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands,
overweight bodies, and pills that do everything
from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the
showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A
time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you
can choose either to share this insight, or to
just hit delete.


Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not
going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind
word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person
soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember,
to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't
cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones,
but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will
mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold
hands and cherish the moment for someday that person
will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and
give time to share the precious thoughts in your
mind.


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
moments that take our breath away.

finally, skrg aku dah rollerblading blaik... eventhough takla jauh mana... setakat kat laman rumah aku jer.... nasib baik laman rumah bsr, mmg muat letak 3 kereta.... kalau nak cantum tmpt letak kereta belakang ngan depan, bolehla letak max 8 kereta... lagi best kalau rumah rumah aku tinggi sikit... since bapa aku dah cement bawah rumah.... nampak smooth pulak tu... sure best...

anyways, pakcik aku kata ada satu stadium kat klang tmpt budak2 main rollerblading and yg seangkatan dengannyer..... best2... skrg, lesen dah ada, dah tau tmpt main rollerblade and swimming pool.... nampaknyer... hari2 minggu ku takkan sebosan yg dulu.... gym and spa pun satu block ngan my workplace.

ni dah masuk the second week after pet ckp nak call aku utk set masa interview... aku dah agak dah... takkan nyer diorg call. susah tul la camni... takper, aku call lagi bulan depan.

susah gak nak bawak keter ni... byk sgt benda nak ingat. lagi2 bagi aku yg baru sebulan lebih memegang stering kereta... uish... ngeri gak memikirkannyer... anyways, all in a good time.

baru abis baca buku Sword of the truth yg ke-9(naked truth). tak best sgt... sbb tak byk scene perang. aku suka baca bila wizards and witches fight. dah tgk Pirates of The Caribbean. kelakar giler tgk johnny depp camtu... and perempuan tu patutla mcm familiar muka, rupa2nyer berlakun dlm bend it like beckham.

My life has become quite monotonus lately… tak tau dah nak buat apa or gi mana… balik2 gi pyramid. takder ker tmpt nak g blading ker... apa ker... ish2.... nak tulis daily journal ni pun dah takder idea...

the only highlight yg aku kinda looking forward to is interview with petronas yg supposedly in 2 weeks. but, paham2 jerla... for petronas, that kind of reply is standard. telefonla 100 kali pun... itu jugakla jawapan yg diorg kasi. nasib baik aku dah keje... maunyer takder duit by now kalau tidak.

tiba2 skrg ni aku trasa nak beli brg2 buatan malaysia jer skrg ni... trasa patriotik sikit kot after merdeka. lagipun tersgt2 mahal la benda2 oversea ni... clinique nyer moisturiser yg 10 bucks jadi RM78. walaupun aku sure 3 or 4 bulan baru abis aku guna... tapi aku rasa still melampau mahalnyer.

another thing... skrg ni byk company kat malaysia yg kena virus. aku dgr satu telekom nyer comp kene.. sampai takleh nak on comp... cian diorg... kitorg pun kene tempias2 jerla... takla sampai camtu...

tak best nyer hari khamis... trasa penat ghell. waa.... nak balik. tak larat.... kalau boleh ponteng kan best. lepas ni menengok jam jerla aku....menunggu 5.30 tiba

ermm... jom kita ckp pasal duit. aku rasa duit tu sgt2 penting dalam idup. selalunyer boleh membawa bahagia kpd hidup dan boleh jugak bwk rasa tak best. best sbb boleh buat, beli or pegi mana2 jer yg kita nak without mintak duit dari parents or the significant other. jadi tak best bila dah taksub ngan duit. kedekut... taknak kongsi ngan keluarga... and sbb nak sgt carik duit, tak spend masa sgt with the important people.

sbnrnya try to write something meaningful... since aku dah ngantuk sgt ni... and rasa tak best... i'm just going to stop here.

today start balik baca my favorite book of all time "My daddy long legs". masa freshman, after baca buku tu, i was inspired to write my mom long emails at least once a week. and yes, i did it until sophomore... and then after that, work piled up like crazy... tak larat dah... so, call jerla once a week... what the hell la i'm reminiscing ni...

ok... back to the real current state of me... a career woman... as usual, my colleagues will end up talking about women and pregnancies... sbb ada sorg engineer kat sini tgh pregnant. so, dia selalu sakit and all.. sian dia.. if i stay here as long as her... i'm sure i'll be equally busy... not like now, sempat lagi tulis blog.

anyhow, masa borak2, aku bagila comment. some pompuan mmg tak rasa sakit masa mengandung kot sbb my mom ok jer... since she is my mom, there is a chance that i will be fine too.. so, my bos commented, he thinks org dulu ngan skrg lain. org dulu dia nyer endurance of pain is higher compared to org skrg sbb takder pain relief and all... kalau sakit... tahan jer.. tak mcm skrg.. sakit sikit... ubat. kira badan pun naik manja la.... maybe betul jugak tu... kiranyer kalau mcm aku yg dah 3 kali kena food poisoning, lagi susah nak kena bila makan food tak brapa elok compared to people yg tak pernah kena...

last weekend blaja driving for 8 hrs. 4 hrs perday... the result... kaki lenguh2 sbb asyik nak kena pijak clutch... mana taknyer, kereta yg blaja parking punyala byk... nak kena tunggu turn pastu kena berenti... lepas berenti... nak kena masuk gear 1. asyik2 berenti, masuk gear 1, freekan gear... no wonder kaki aku sungguh lenguh...

dah confirm... and lulus ujian sebelum hantar gi driving test... doakanla aku berjaya yer... monday (25 ogos 2003) aku nyer test day.. cuak ni... takut gagal berenti kat garisan kuning masa naik bukit ngan berenti sblm garisan putih kat simpang... yg lain2 insyallah aku boleh ingat.

kalau pass test ni... insyallah boleh naik keter g keje by next month. takyah lagila aku nak menumpang org gi keje. best2...

YEY!!! esok weekend. bestnyer cuti.... and esok blaja bawak keter gak... after this weekend aku boleh amik driving test. bila dah dpt lesen, bolehla aku bwk keter gi kerja. takyahla nak mengharapkan aku nyer adik beradik and abah jer nak hantar aku g keje.. dahla org lain sampai pukul 8.45. yg aku lak sampai pukul 8... naya jer nak menunggu....

sabtu malam ada kenduri lagi. family aku ni selalu la buat kenduri. since aku balik jer dah ada 3 kenduri dah... sekali tu utk sambut aku balik+birthday mak+ birthday anak sedara. pastu sepupu lak kawin, pastu kenduri doa selamat kat rumah pak cik. yg sabtu ni tak tau lak kenduri apa... ermm.. camnila kalau semua org duduk dekat2... pastu selalunyer aku nyer tugas kenala basuh pinggan after kenduri abis. and before tu kenala tolong potong2 sayur. nak masak, tak layak lagi... entah bilanyer nak layak...

since aku ni yg paling muda kat office and belum kawin, selalu la mendengar citer2 pasal mengandung la... pasal anak la... lelaki lak tu yg bercerita.... aku ingat pompuan jer yg suka citer2 pasal ni.. citer bila nak dpt anak pun ada.

gi tgk2 deera nyer blog, pastu ada lak mende ni... since aku pun dah penat keje...
aku nak relax la jap....

HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: No
* Missed school bcoz it was raining: Never... best apa main ujan
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: gilo opo
* Been hurt emotionally: lots of time..
* Kept a secret from everyone: i don't think so
* Had an imaginary friend: maybe... masa kecik2
* Cried during a Movie: of course, every movie...unless it sucks
* Had a crush on a teacher: once
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: kenshin was
* Been on stage: few odd times. i always try to avoid it
* Cut your hair: once a yr


FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: Lore'al
* Soap: Dove
* Color: coklat
* Day/Night: evening
* Summer/Winter: summer
* Lace or satin: dua2 tak suka
* Fave cartoon Characters: ermm... tak minat kartun.
* Fave Food: soto
* Fave Advert: nothing in mind
* Fave Movie: my best friend's wedding
* Fave Ice Cream: anything Chocolate
* Fave Subject: math
* Fave 'normal' Drink: rebina
* Fave Persons to talk to online: anyone online..


RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: baju kurung and new heels + tudung merah
* Hair is: dalam tudung
* I'm feeling: tired.. biasala.. dah hari khamis
* Eating : not yet
* Drinking: drinking water
* Thinking about: bila nak dpt gaji..
* Listening to: takder speaker... takleh nak dgr apa2


IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

* Cried: Nope
* Worn a skirt: no...
* Cleaned your room: no
* Done laundry: no
* Drove a car: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

* Yourself: most of the times
* Your friends: yup
* Santa Claus: absolutely no
* Tooth Fairy: ni utk org putih jer ni
* Destiny/Fate: of course
* Ghosts: kdg2...
* UFO's: not really

FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ha'ah
* Like anyone?: all the time
* Who's the loudest: me.. i tend to speak aloud in public
* Who's the shyest: cannot remember
*Who's the weirdest: all my friends are cool....
* Who do you go to for advice: most of the time any friend closest to me
* Who do you cry to?: rush
* When did you cried the most: when i was heart broken.
* What's the best feeling in the world?: being with my family
* Worst feeling: loneliness

semalam lunch bos blanja makan kat Thai Restaurant. giler byk lauk.. adala dalam 6-7 for 7 people. sedap2 food dia... harga pun mahal. takperla, bos bayar. staff dalam office aku ni ada 7 jer including bos. 2 org studied in UK, 2 from US (aku + bos) and 3 locals. bila kitorg start bukak topik pasal blaja oversea... yg lain terpaksala senyap jer... sian gak bila di pk2 kan. tapi aku mmg excited sikit bila borak2 pasal benda2 oversea, lbh2 lagi kalau pasal travel...

sabtu lepas aku nyer first time official blaja bawak keter. sampai2 jer, terus dia suruh aku bwk ke jalanraya... mmg cuak tak ingat nyer... comment2 yg aku dpt, belok tak jaga break & lupa nak bagi isyarat. adala sekali tu masa nak balik, aku nyer keter mati kat traffic light. mmg gelabah sikitla masa tuh... alhamdullilah tak jadi apa2. lagipun aku nyer cikgu boleh break keter tu bila2 masa. hopefully by next week aku dah boleh bawak betul2 dah.

the most common question yg aku dpt bila first jumpa org kat malaysia ni mesti "baru abis blaja ker?". maksudnyer tu bukan abis u, tapi abis SPM. agak2nyer muka aku ni nampak lagi muda as time goes by kot. sbb masa aku kat asrama dulu org selalu ckp muka aku mcm mak org. tapi yg peliknyer, kalau aku pegang budak, mesti org ingat tu anak aku. so, i concluded that my face is young enough to be 17 and old enough to have kids.

also, last weekend was the last show for Akedami Fantasia, okla jugak... i wasn't really paying attention coz tak brapa minat pun and masa tu tgh masuk2kan gambar dalam album. all the three winners are male. aku sure mesti ramai pompuan jer yg hantar SMS. maklumla, we girls rajin buat benda2 tu. ehehe.. aku ingat Nija will get into the top three... obviously, wishing doesn't make it so...

alhamdullilah... skrg ni aku dah dpt keje kat shah alam. by next week bolehla aku jadikan ni as my daily journal sbb next week baru ada pc sendiri. taklah monthly lagi. tapi malangnyer... internet connection kat sini mmg lembap sikit. terpaksa bersabar jerla.

aku nyer bos rupa2nyer petronas scholar gak. so, dia pernah la keje ngan petronas for 10 years. tapi aku ni yg tak dipanggil lagi utk interview tak taula bila nak di panggil keje. yg lain pun mcm tak dgr jer cerita pasal petronas panggil ke apa.

i'm sure kat ann arbor skrg ni tgh panas like hell sbb dah masuk bulan 8. aku nyer first summer jer yg tak panas. at most pun 85 F. last yr gi Vegas, adala sampai 100 F. mmg mcm terbakar jer. seperti kata judd, tmpt buat dosa kot. semua benda2 yg mendatangkan dosa ada. judi, perempaun, girl show... and the list goes on and on. i wish i could go to seattle or canada. itula tmpt2 yg tak berkesempatan nak tgk.

skrg kat malaysia dah ada "reality show" Akademi Fantasia. benda ni lbh kurang mcm american idol. viewers yg vote guna SMS. rancangan tu kat astro jela... kat national channel takder. pastu diorg duduk satu rumah... cuma takderla gaduh2 & sex mcm reality show kat US nu kan. but the fact that they are leaving under the same house is quite apalling actually. maklumla, this is for malaysian viewers. this weekend diorg nyer final show kalau tak silap.

skrg ni kat office kakak aku kat MPK.. bolehla spend masa tulis panjang2 sikit. hari ni baru jer try mintak another keje kat bukit jelutong, shah alam. actually hantar jer...i'm just hoping for the bestla kan.

by the by, niat aku taknak kuar selalu terbantut... ehehe... siap ckp kat mak, try taknak kuar seminggu... lepas ckp jer, esok kuar lagi... sian mak aku... apa boleh buat... anyways, aku dah beli the fifth harry potter sequel. tapi since matde is a faster reader than i am, i let him read it first. and aku baca buku sherlock holmes. after reading hundreds of romance books, reading sherlock holmes is like a revelation to a mind. i wonder if he is a real being or just a narration. mcm CSI jugakla.. how he sees a result and make a deduction according to the result. he called it analytical thinking.

aku nak citer pasal budak2 lak. since my life is surrounded by children (anak2 sedara) nowadays, aku start wondering whether to pamper or treat them harshly. contohnyer, kalau diorg buat salah, kena marah giler2. tapi kalau buat baik, tak ckp apa2... aku tgk ramai yg guna method tuh. sian gak kdg2 bila aku tgk... so aku pun manjakan jer anak2 sedara aku... since aku bukan the mother, buat apa nak harsh2 kan.... maybe kalau aku ada anak sendiri, then aku kena pk la kot. not that i'm going to have any in the near future... just a simple curiousity.

rancangan tv skrg ni byk citer latino. soap opera la kan. tak paham napa ramai sgt yg suka tgk.. aku pun kdg2 duk layan jerla... especially pukul 6.30-7.30. boleh dikatakan dari pukul 1.30 sampai 7.30 mesti ada soap opera latino. naik muak gakla menengoknyer...

and trend drama2 skrg berkisar pasal lelaki yg dah kawin main kayu 3. and isteri2 yg kena tu mesti mcm takleh nak bela diri sendiri and org kampung.... apa ingat org kampung takleh jaga diri ker? (offended jap). tapi sedih gak aku tgk citer2 camtu... ada sekali tu nak menitis air mata... tapi sbb nak tunjuk macho kat mak, terpaksala tahan jer.. tapi aku prefer that kind of dramas daripada citer2 cinta org muda yg entah apa2 ntah. lagi menarik...

okla... takder idea dah nak tulis...oo, just to mention, charlies angels 2 mmg kick ass.. kalau ada can, nak tgk jer lagi sekali... and ada satu scene masa menari kat treasure something, kena potong. tak puas hati sungguh. kalau kat state mesti tak potong...

adala sebulan dah tak update blog nih... might as well call it monthly journal. maybe nanti kalau aku dah keje aku boleh update daily. duduk kat rumah still best walaupun dah sebulan lebih. mana taknyer.. asyik berjalan jer.. ni pun aku dah rasa letih giler.. so, aku pun slow down la activity berjalan aku. well, at least for my mother's peace of mind. sian gak kat dia, kalau aku asyik jalan jer... sure dia risau kan? susah gak jadi mak rupanyer... ehehe...

apa2 hal pun, mak aku masakan mmg best.sampai aku nak makan kat luar pun tak selera...apa boleh buat, tekak aku dah jadi ngada2 balik. aku mmg kena blaja masak dari dia, since aku cuma boleh masa ayam msk kicap, merah dan goreng jer... kenala tambah ilmu masak sikit kan. kalau dok rumah, after kemas2 rumah aku baca buku citer.. buku2 citer kakak aku best2 jugak rupanyer nyer... takla bosan sgt. maybe lagi bosan tak buat apa2, maybe that's why the books are somewhat appealing.

matde pun dah start blaja.. actually, dia start this monday. dpt masuk UNISEL (University Industri Selangor). aku pun dah start try carik keje. hari ni baru nak hantar borang keje kat SIRIM. just incase PET taknak kat aku...

wheather dah improving lately, takla panas and kering jer... ujan2 le sikit. bila ujan and duduk rumah papan, mmg trasala sejuk nyer... tu yg best. kalau duk kat rumah kakak aku, mmgla tak rasa sgt. panas jer....

already, maybe i should start buat keje lain.