it's 8.15 and i'm still in the office
i also not sure why i am soooo rajin
maybe because i only work in the evening and my mind is just starting to work
actually my hubby is not at home yet
and i forgot to take the key
it's so difficult for me to get a good sleeping position now that my stomach is bulging.
i dont really get good night sleep
so.. i tend to have a very bad mood in the morning
and now my baby is kicking like crazy
soon he wont have any room to move around
i know i need to get food very soon
maybe he is getting hungry
so scary to think that i will be a mom very soon
currently i'm reading Haruka Murami Short stories
it's a very interesting book. each story is very different and unique.
japanase people have very creative mind
or maybe they are such focus people and make sure that when they do something
they will do it excellently
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
getting sick when u are pregnant is very very tough.
in normal circumstances, i will get well in 3 days, 2 days with medicine.. today is the fourth day i am taking my med and it is almost finished but i am still not feeling well.
so, next time when u are pregnant, make sure u dont fall sick. everything aches.
luckily i went for a massage on saturday. the "tukang urut" betulkan my baby position and it does not feel so heavy now. i can walk without feeling the need to support my stomach anymore.
if u somehow think u need your hubby's attention... tell him so. dont ever think they can read between the lines. men are not designed to understand subtlety... unless he is super sensitive. and when can u meet this kind of men right? maybe never. even if i found one. i wont want to marry him. i should be the one who needs the attention 24-7 and not him. hehe..
in normal circumstances, i will get well in 3 days, 2 days with medicine.. today is the fourth day i am taking my med and it is almost finished but i am still not feeling well.
so, next time when u are pregnant, make sure u dont fall sick. everything aches.
luckily i went for a massage on saturday. the "tukang urut" betulkan my baby position and it does not feel so heavy now. i can walk without feeling the need to support my stomach anymore.
if u somehow think u need your hubby's attention... tell him so. dont ever think they can read between the lines. men are not designed to understand subtlety... unless he is super sensitive. and when can u meet this kind of men right? maybe never. even if i found one. i wont want to marry him. i should be the one who needs the attention 24-7 and not him. hehe..
Friday, August 03, 2007
haha... second entry in a day
promised my husband to call him about an hour ago. but my roomie is still on the phone and i dont feel like calling him while she's on the phone.
have u guys read the last Harry Potter book?
i found it soooo very interesting
not wasting time on silly2 things. JK Rowling is truly a genius. any person that has that high imagination is truly genius.
this year two book series that i have been reading will end. one is harry potter and another one is Sword of the truth... that one will come out in November.
after that... what to read aaa?
tak best la ini macam
had french food just now. 8 courses... 3 hours to finish all the courses.. the portion is very small but since it is over 3 hours, the brains gave signal that the stomach is already full
so, the theory that u should eat very little and wait for awhile is true. u shouldnt eat too much at one time. luckily this particular customer is very friendly and not at all boring, 3 hours is not as tiring... tomorrow i will have a lonnnngggg dayyy.... will be on duty from 7-11pm. need to fully utilize my social intelligence skill.
social intelligence skill class is soooo boring... i really hope i dont have to attend anymore.
everything is sooo civilized and what considered civilized normally based on english culture....
i have nothing against english culture... really... but i still prefer to talk to asian than mat saleh... dont know why... maybe because i am also an asian? hehe
okla.. time to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
promised my husband to call him about an hour ago. but my roomie is still on the phone and i dont feel like calling him while she's on the phone.
have u guys read the last Harry Potter book?
i found it soooo very interesting
not wasting time on silly2 things. JK Rowling is truly a genius. any person that has that high imagination is truly genius.
this year two book series that i have been reading will end. one is harry potter and another one is Sword of the truth... that one will come out in November.
after that... what to read aaa?
tak best la ini macam
had french food just now. 8 courses... 3 hours to finish all the courses.. the portion is very small but since it is over 3 hours, the brains gave signal that the stomach is already full
so, the theory that u should eat very little and wait for awhile is true. u shouldnt eat too much at one time. luckily this particular customer is very friendly and not at all boring, 3 hours is not as tiring... tomorrow i will have a lonnnngggg dayyy.... will be on duty from 7-11pm. need to fully utilize my social intelligence skill.
social intelligence skill class is soooo boring... i really hope i dont have to attend anymore.
everything is sooo civilized and what considered civilized normally based on english culture....
i have nothing against english culture... really... but i still prefer to talk to asian than mat saleh... dont know why... maybe because i am also an asian? hehe
okla.. time to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thursday, August 02, 2007
i'm in singapore again........
for the last time before giving birth
since i'm quite heavy, i take it very slowly.....few meetings a day. takyah sesak2 nafas.
actually baru ada sdua meeting since i arrived yesterday.
and dua2 breezy jer
ohhh... forgot nak close one deal. need to make the call soon.
sometimes i just want to lie down... okla.. i lied.. i want to lie everyday
heard that one of my business associate passed away yesterday after playing badminton
it is such a shock i couldnt sleep
i started to hear people drop dead for no reason lately
this is sooo scary. looking at my own ibadah. not doing it enough. i'm still struggling to pray 5 times a day
dont know what happen to me. why is it so easy for someone but so damn hard for me.
even if i dont have anything to do... i was just soooo lazy. lazy to do anything.
lately i have successfully psycho myself to go to work. u see, i got their scholarship, so this is just like paying a debt. so... it boosted my morale a little bit. enough for now. got one more meeting. have to put my smiling face and be very very friendly for about 2-3 hours.
for the last time before giving birth
since i'm quite heavy, i take it very slowly.....few meetings a day. takyah sesak2 nafas.
actually baru ada sdua meeting since i arrived yesterday.
and dua2 breezy jer
ohhh... forgot nak close one deal. need to make the call soon.
sometimes i just want to lie down... okla.. i lied.. i want to lie everyday
heard that one of my business associate passed away yesterday after playing badminton
it is such a shock i couldnt sleep
i started to hear people drop dead for no reason lately
this is sooo scary. looking at my own ibadah. not doing it enough. i'm still struggling to pray 5 times a day
dont know what happen to me. why is it so easy for someone but so damn hard for me.
even if i dont have anything to do... i was just soooo lazy. lazy to do anything.
lately i have successfully psycho myself to go to work. u see, i got their scholarship, so this is just like paying a debt. so... it boosted my morale a little bit. enough for now. got one more meeting. have to put my smiling face and be very very friendly for about 2-3 hours.