people dont change... at least i believe so
even when they want to change, it is very very difficult to do so
almost impossible if i may add

sabar itu ada separuh dari iman
iman adalah percaya
beriman kepada Allah=percaya kepada Allah
jadi, jika kita beriman... kita mestila juga bersabar
tetapi amatlah sukar untuk bersabar jika persekitaran kita amatlah tidak membantu

we are only human... who wants to do the best for ourselves.... and the people we love....

sabar.... sabar sabar sabar sabar

new year... new resolution
still working very hard to achieve it

i think i have lost faith in people
i was very shocked that the only person that i thought was honoest, sincere and will never turn her back and backstab me has done it. i was being blame for her lack of detail attitude. i was really taken aback when it was actually my fault that she does not read properly....

so... things has happened. there is no point in dwelling further on it. we can only move on. but this incident really has open my eyes that what kind of person she is if she can do this to me.... the fact that i did not consider it. i always back her up. convince other people that she is ok inspite of other stories that was being told...

there really no point in this ranting. so... i have make a resolution, i will do the best i can in office. if by God's will that i will still be blame for the things i did not do... i leave it to Allah judgments. for He is the most just.. i am just a human with many many faults...

may Allah protect myself and family from this kind of people...