Monday, September 29, 2003

as usual... got this from a friend... utk org2 yg sedang bercinta...

MENYINTAI TIDAK BERMAKNA MEMILIKI

Janganlah kau angkuh melaungkan...
Si dia kepunyaanmu...
Atau kau kepunyaan si dia ...
Kerana hakikatnya...
Kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa...
Walau sekeping hati seorang insan...
Tidakkah kau sedar...
Hukum alam menyatakan...
Menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki?...

Manusia pandai berpura...
Berlakon di pentas dunia...
Dan bertopeng menutup rahsia..
Tetapi hati...
Tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya...
Tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya...

Tidakkah kau sedar...
Mungkin si dia melafazkan...
Ungkapan cinta padamu...
Tetapi hati dan perasaannya...
Tidak pernah berniat begitu...
Dia hanya berselindung...
Di sebalik sejuta alasan...

Dan kau...
Begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya..
Sehingga terlupa..
Hukum alam menyatakan..
Menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki..

Sesungguhnya...
"Aku tidak pernah memiliki dirimu..."
"Dan kau jua tidak memiliki diriku."

Mengertilah...
Kita sebenarnya kepunyaan..
Yang Maha Esa...
Tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki diri kita...
Kecuali Dia...
Dia mengasihi hambaNya...
Dia memiliki hambaNya...
Dan ke pangkuan Dia kita akan dikembali......

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kesimpulannyer... kalau bercouple, jgnla obsess sgt. kita gak yg sakit nanti. kalau buat tak kisah pun susah jugak... so, pandai2 jerla jaga diri.

take care....

Tuesday, September 23, 2003

tension tul la aku... dah tulis panjang2...tiba2 ilang la pulak.... anyways... my entry for today sbnrnya nak ckp aku nyer new findings...

1) ada 2 jenis air bandung. air bandung letak soda(bandung moden) and air bandung susu.

2) dalam washing machine ada fuzzy logic. takkan berenti basuh sampaila baju bersih. ni dpt dari colleague.. so, tak tau betul ke idak....

3) aku nyer pengetahuan am sgt cetek sampaikan mcm baru semalam jer aku hidup... so, the moral of the story... rajin2la amik tau pasal keter, politik and all....

Friday, September 19, 2003

got this from my colleague

A wonderful Message by George Carlin:


The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings
but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower
viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families, more
conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more
knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet
more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.


We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too
little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too
late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray
too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but
reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too
often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years
to life not life to years. We've been all the way
to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a
new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner
space. We've done larger things, but not better things.


We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the
atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but
learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush,
but not to wait. We build more computers to hold
more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate
less and less.


These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and
small character, steep profits and shallow
relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce,
fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of
quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands,
overweight bodies, and pills that do everything
from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the
showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A
time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you
can choose either to share this insight, or to
just hit delete.


Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not
going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind
word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person
soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember,
to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only
treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't
cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones,
but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will
mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold
hands and cherish the moment for someday that person
will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and
give time to share the precious thoughts in your
mind.


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the
moments that take our breath away.

Monday, September 15, 2003

finally, skrg aku dah rollerblading blaik... eventhough takla jauh mana... setakat kat laman rumah aku jer.... nasib baik laman rumah bsr, mmg muat letak 3 kereta.... kalau nak cantum tmpt letak kereta belakang ngan depan, bolehla letak max 8 kereta... lagi best kalau rumah rumah aku tinggi sikit... since bapa aku dah cement bawah rumah.... nampak smooth pulak tu... sure best...

anyways, pakcik aku kata ada satu stadium kat klang tmpt budak2 main rollerblading and yg seangkatan dengannyer..... best2... skrg, lesen dah ada, dah tau tmpt main rollerblade and swimming pool.... nampaknyer... hari2 minggu ku takkan sebosan yg dulu.... gym and spa pun satu block ngan my workplace.

Friday, September 12, 2003

ni dah masuk the second week after pet ckp nak call aku utk set masa interview... aku dah agak dah... takkan nyer diorg call. susah tul la camni... takper, aku call lagi bulan depan.

susah gak nak bawak keter ni... byk sgt benda nak ingat. lagi2 bagi aku yg baru sebulan lebih memegang stering kereta... uish... ngeri gak memikirkannyer... anyways, all in a good time.

baru abis baca buku Sword of the truth yg ke-9(naked truth). tak best sgt... sbb tak byk scene perang. aku suka baca bila wizards and witches fight. dah tgk Pirates of The Caribbean. kelakar giler tgk johnny depp camtu... and perempuan tu patutla mcm familiar muka, rupa2nyer berlakun dlm bend it like beckham.

Tuesday, September 02, 2003

My life has become quite monotonus lately… tak tau dah nak buat apa or gi mana… balik2 gi pyramid. takder ker tmpt nak g blading ker... apa ker... ish2.... nak tulis daily journal ni pun dah takder idea...

the only highlight yg aku kinda looking forward to is interview with petronas yg supposedly in 2 weeks. but, paham2 jerla... for petronas, that kind of reply is standard. telefonla 100 kali pun... itu jugakla jawapan yg diorg kasi. nasib baik aku dah keje... maunyer takder duit by now kalau tidak.

tiba2 skrg ni aku trasa nak beli brg2 buatan malaysia jer skrg ni... trasa patriotik sikit kot after merdeka. lagipun tersgt2 mahal la benda2 oversea ni... clinique nyer moisturiser yg 10 bucks jadi RM78. walaupun aku sure 3 or 4 bulan baru abis aku guna... tapi aku rasa still melampau mahalnyer.

another thing... skrg ni byk company kat malaysia yg kena virus. aku dgr satu telekom nyer comp kene.. sampai takleh nak on comp... cian diorg... kitorg pun kene tempias2 jerla... takla sampai camtu...