The day is really beautiful. Hope nothing to ruin my day
Daughter is behaving very well
Son at in laws. Mr. Hubby try his best not to annoy me
A start to a perfect day
Hope it will remain so

Missed erl by literally 1 min. I saw the erl but cannot run to it coz my luggage is heavy
It is heavy with daughter's milk. Ish ish ish
Mr. Hubby gave empty promises. Want to pick up la, whatever la.
When touch down n called, he was jogging. Frust tau
It's ok la. I can take care of myself. Need no man to take care of me
Ok mr. Hubby, the next time I go on a trip, have to remember not to say he can pick me up
No need to hassle yourself
Btw, I'm not going back to KELANTAN this raya anyway

Got another 17 mins before the train arrived. Sucks
Better just take take taxi when arrive home. Sucks
Manala tau by the time I arrived, he was taking shower? Eating?
Or I caused him to have dinner after his mealtime?
Apa apa jer la...

Another 15 min to go. Sucks big time

Just landed klia. Waiting for luggage to arrive from international gate.
Ermm... It was very fast from the gates to the baggage carousel.
Boring boring
Lucky got iPhone. Can blog a little
Found out that a lot of women are breadwinner nowadays
I still think this a bit much. Guys should be the breadwinner
Coz woman still expected to take care of children n household.
But not guys. This is unfair. Since when the world is fair right
Tapi kalau laki buat tak paham jer n don't even try to find a better job
Apa Hal lak yer
Guys, stop being an asshole. Man up. Do what u have to do
Stop embarrassing yourself. You are not putting a good example to your sons
Ok. Carousel just open. Till next free nothing to do time

Ramadhan is approaching.
This Ramadhan, I have few personal goals
Must pray five times a day
Must perform prayer on time. No delaying
Perform Terawih even only 2 rakaat
Read Quran at least 2 verses
Sedekah atas Nama arwah mak n Abah.
This raya will not be the same without them

Last but not least, tak balik KELANTAN for Raya

Today started off with Aiman screaming and Pleading me to stay at home and takes care of him
I try my best to explain I must work. If he wants me to stay, we cannot live in our new house
We have to go back kampung and stay at atuk's house
He quieted a bit. But soon afterwards he cried again.
I left him crying and screaming. Makes me feel very bad.
So, today I sacrificed my lunch so I can come home early
Tada

When I was small, living in small village, schooling at KL, I always wonder why my life so difficult
Why some people lives looks like a breeze, very easy, like nothing to worry about
Then when I met my boyfriend (now hubby), I understand why


When I was with the then boyfriend, I wonder why I was suffering so much
Nak tinggal kan tak sampai hati, nak teruskan makan hati
this went on until we got married and he finally got a job
Then when I got sick with Guillairn Barre Syndrome, I understand why

When I was recovering from the syndrome, I don't question anymore
Coz deep in my heart I know I was getting prepared for a bigger challenge.
I just hope it is something that I can handle

Indeed, something happen in the office that shook me to the core
Something that against my believe and principle.
I cannot do anything about it. I just have to learn how to deal with it
And I'm still dealing

I just pray to god that whatever challenge he wants to put my way, it will be something that I can handle

I honestly have to move out from my current department. Things are getting funny and funnier
The environment is getting more and more toxic.
Goddddd..,... Sabar, sabar, sikit jer lagi boss aku balik. Ada seminggu jer lagi
Kalau balik bole la aku nak carik tempat baru

Still contemplating wether or not to get up and get ready to work
Work really really sucks. And I'm hating it every day
People are saying I should let it go
Things that has happened even how sucky and sickening it is to me, don't care about it
Some of my colleague I see don't even care or not affected at all
Why does it affect me so bad
Im dragging myself to work
I no longer monitor the working hours. Ermmmm
I really need to snap out of this
God, please help me snap out of it
Maybe I should be talking more, distract my mind off it

Izzah just fell asleep. Tried putting her to bed without my breast. Still uncessesful
Having an iPhone is really convenient easpecially when I'm baking
Any thing that I don't know I just google and I can know what it means

By the way, I really do like my new blog template. It looks nicer than the old polkadot n neater too

I still couldn't take my mind off work stuff. I find it too frustrating I cannot even enjoy my time with family.
I seriously think this job is really putting a lot of pressure on me. Time to move on I think.

Aku dah duk rumah baru yey!!
Weekend ni plan nak buat housewarming. Hopefully everything went well
MIL tolong banyak as always

A bit stressed out at work. Thinking of getting pregnant again
Hubby's is really against this idea coz he thinks I am not yet fit
I dont think I can get out from the damned department that soon
So, Ill think best for me to distract my attention is by getting knocked up
At least I have something to look after too
Skrg ni masuk Opis buat sakit hatiiiii jer

This auto correct thingy is really really annoying