alhamdullilah, hari yg di nanti2 telah tiba...
my second child has born on noon 22nd june 2010. 7 days after due date. again, has to be induced but the effect was great. instead of in pain for 1 day, i was only in pain in few hours and the one that i really cannot stand and almost ask for epidural was 1/2 hour. alhamdullilah.... i did not ask for epidural or it will be for naught. hahaha... tak sempat nak relax. it was definitely a very different experience, i can feel the baby being taken out of me... oh, and the pain... i'm sure i'm going to forget about it very soon. i even forgot what contraction feels like.
whatever pun, i am very grateful that i can push the baby out naturally. a bit worried because my body was very very weak towards the end of pregnancy. cannot walk... or get up after sitting down. it was horrible.

now i am still stuck at princecourt because my daughter had fever yesterday and doctor has to give her a full dose of antibiotics... she doesnt have fever now. i really missing home for some wierd reason. dont feel like staying here long even though the service is excellent and it feels like staying in a hotel instead of in a hospital. haha... food is great too. aku belasah jer semua food. dont care la

i really miss my late mother. if she is still around, she can take care of me. even if she cant, i can be near her. still cannot imagine my mother has left us. life is definitely not the same without her.

i will be due next week. during check up doc said the baby is now fully down there and anytime can go on to delivery. i dont remember what contraction feels like. ermm... since the hospital i'm going is quite a distance, doc recommend to go if the pain interval is 15 mins. but i think i will go when it is 30 mins or even one hour apart. dont want to deliver on the road.

next week my hubby will start working as a full time worker. wow... i must say i'm very proud of him. it took him almost 10 years to finish undergrad... not due to his inability to study. he was side tracked for so many years. i think he wasted the first 6 years drifted on his world. i think if we did not get married, i think he is still struggling. considering he will be too embarassed to ask his family to help out. i can totally understand that. i would feel the same too.

well, everything is falling on the right place at the moment. i'm about to have a baby, my hubby is starting to work and we are now renting our own place (more like renting from father in law actually).

i am so happy at where i am now. :)

wow... 6 mths has passed since the last time i posted an entry. i wonder what aiman will think if one day he stumbles upon this blog. hehhe
he is getting smarter and smarter every day
i could be bias since he is my son and every little things is an accomplishment.
i'm already 38 weeks pregnant. the baby is 4/5 engaged and i can sometimes feels she is trying to get down there a bit more.
so excited with the new baby on the way. i love getting pregnant and being pregnant.
not everyone can get pregnant and i feel that i'm contributing something to the world. something significant.
even though i'm happy, this pregnancy is not an easy one. first trimester i got sick all the time. second trimester, i'm still puking, byk angin and start to develop back problems. there were days when i cannot even walk. 3rd trimester, my fingers and toes are so numb, it is hard to even walk and type. nothing seems right. cannot get full sleep. hot flashes every hour or so.... cannot even walk up stairs...