Hatiku masih tak tenteram. Ku tak tau mengapa dan kenapa.
Adakah kerana sudah tiba masanyer untuk aku mengamuk?
Ku rasa idup aku ni mcm yang and ying. Kalau kat opis aku best giler, kat rumah mesti aku down n vise versa. Kurang siumankah aku?
Tak boleh ker kalau dua2 pun best?

I've been contemplating to change job for quite sometimes now. But I like what I do. I just feel the environment is not good for me. Then I sit n think very hard about it. Since I like my job, I shouldn't go away n do something else that I might not even like. I just need to manage the environment. Anywhere I go, if I cannot manage this, I will not be satisfied. Plus, no option of not working right now. Someone told me that my workplace is very hostile. People are judgemental n they do stab us in the back if necessary. This is a corporate jungle. All I need to do is to survive in this jungle.

Beading is my new hobby. Nothing fancy yet since I just started. When I'm good at it, will start getting orders. This one need to be creative. Haha. This is what I need. Train my brain to be a little creative.

It's 2 am in the morning. What am I doing? Okla, need to continue zzzzzzz haha