aku dah bertunang... :) the feeling, very difficult to explain but deifinitely happy. i think i'm doing the right thing and i'm happy because everyone in the family also happy. we have not have a wedding for a very long time and now will be looking forward for one. so, i cannot spoil this one. skrg aku dah ada dua cincin yg aku suka and i'll try not to get fatter so that i can always put it on my fingers...

cannot thank enough to all my friends yg sudi dtg with a very short notice.. elly for helping out on my make-up, hantaran and also shopping for the hantaran. both aku ngan matde guna byk brg elly masa bertunang tu. kalau nak kawin nanti aku mesti ajak ko gak.

i know my decision to get married with matde is kinda shock. maklumla, asyik gaaaduh jer. in fact we split for almost a month before that. but when i finally get back to him, i donn't see the point of trying to leave him anymore.. so, we had some discussions and decided to just get married... :) also, it's getting lonely with everyone busy with work and all. u cannot possibly hang out every nite. penat dohhh... i have faith in him and i'm sure he'll be a very successful man one day ...

akhirnya nak bertunang gak aku... :) very tiring process... nak kena cari baju, brg2 hantaran, kena buat hantaran. aku yg kurang creative dalam mengubah2 ni trasa sgt terseksa... mlm semalam bersungguh2 aku mencari bahan & gubah sendiri.. simple but i think it look nice. the only thing yg akan nampak off is the tmpt cincin. aku rasa nanti aku nak bukak balik and buat semula la. buruk nak mampus... murah la tapi benda tu... cuma 10 ringgit jer. kalau aku buat sendiri lagi lawa and murah. nyesal tul. tula... never shop when u r so damn tired.

aku hampir2 breakdown semalam sbb penat sgt. lusa lak nak kena basuh bilik sbb dah buat tido kucing. ciss sungguh la kucing tu. bole la plak gi branak dlm bilik kakak aku tuh. so, aku amik 2 hari cuti. rumah aku dah lama xde kenduri tunang or kawin. so, akan mengerah tenaga ngan secukup2 nyer la aku khamis, jumaat ni. aku nak suruh matde dtg tolong aku bersihkan rumah la. nasibla.. sapa suruh offer diri ari tu.

wish me luck people... hopefully sampai ke jinjang pelamin la kami berdua ni... amin....

aku ada kat permata skrg ni. ada course till wednesday. best tak yah kerja.. actually kena gak keja skit2. kerja aku ni, kalau ada phone jer pun bole jln. course yg aku amik ni utk aku nyer performance appraisal next yr. barula tau betapa pentingnyer appraisal ni. last yr aku buat asal utk hantar jer. gitu2 jer.

bila dah amik course2 camni. slalu la aku terpk where am i going in petronas. definitely aku xnak duduk kat satu position lama2. nak gakla jadi manager and all. it looks doable. but never knows la kan. anything can happen. and i'm sure in about 2 more yrs, i'll be dead bored with what i'm doing. so, definitely need to do something else as challenging as this but with less work and more rewarding. ermm... apa agaknyer tu yer.

skrg ni aku agak2 takut nak plan ahead coz whatever that i plan mmg 90% tak jadi or totally jadi benda lain. then i got too frustrated..and bla bla bla.. so, camner tu? fail to plan is plan to fail... cenggitu la kan. apa aku kena buat? kena plan ka?