ok... aku ada byk giler kerja yg aku dah put on hold. mmgla aku sorg yg handle LPG Operation kat Petronas nih when there should be two. so, i use that as an excuse.. patutla a lot of people love to procastinate. it just feels damn good. it feels so good to not do the stuff that we should do. u will feel the adrenalin rush... when it is just close to the dateline. and after that, for sure die of exhaustion la kan. but hey, if it feels so good, then why not do it again.

i have not gone swimming for like a whole month, and sunburn aku pun almost gone... it feels weird when dah lama tak bersenam nih. is swimming a sport? i sucks at spots yg berkumpulan. mainly due to my non-active years at high school where i spend most of the time sleeping or waking up from sleep. even masa buat PE pun sometimes aku bole tido... colleague aku ckp kat Mutiara Hotel ada fitness club yg provide swimming pool. it is amazing how KL do not have a public swimmming pool. i just could not find it anywhere in KL. and i've been searching forever.. so, i can only go swimming during weekends kat shah alam. which means i have to go home to Klang. sometimes malas nak balik.

i think cukup2la ni... krg boss suruh gi meeting, baru kelam kabut nak prepare. i like my boss and my colleague. they just awesome. no pressure and all. i can do almost everything i can. if i'm not a hard working person, i'm sure i'm gone half of the day.. and they don't seem to care. as long as i finish my job..

thoughtful giler aku nyer entry lately nih... ermm.. what an acomplishment from a person that inconsiderate and un-thoughtful nih. anyways, i'll try to make it less thoughtful this time.

i bought one book recently after too long not having a book to read. actually i'm reading a book "alcheimist" but i skipped too many pages.. which means, i don't really enjoy it. so... time for a new book

anyways, back to the book. it's called "sophies world". it's like reading a philosophy textbook. i've took one philo class and i kinda like it eventhough i slept through the class. there's nothing i can do about it.. i just cannot go to lectures... for sure i'll fall asleep. there's nothing new really. same old philo stuff.

i miss roller-coasters, is there any rollercoasters in malaysia? ermm.. yeah, time square. maybe should go there la sometimes. tapi satu jer. maybe i should go to theme park. okla... next week ker, or time christmas.. coollll....

kla... xder idea dah yg nak di ramblings kan...

adakah jodoh itu ditakdirkan? if it's true, then all we have to do is sit in our home and one day, we will surely meet him. maksudnyer, tak perlu berdoa or mencari. just sit and do nothing about it. mcm peribahasa melayu, takkan lari gunung dikejar. but how true is it?

ok.. say that i am a drop-dead gorgeous and a saint. every guy that knows me just couldn't help but fall in love with me. so, when i randomly chose a guy from the many guys that love me, then he surely is a saint too coz according to popular belief, budak yg baik akan bertemu ngan org yg baik and vice versa.

tapi jika jodoh itu bukanlah ditakdirkan, and aku sentiasa berdoa "jiha so-and-so ditakdirkan untukku, satukanla kami dgn segera. tp jika tidak, jauhkanla dia dari hati dan pandangan ku" surely aku takkan jumpa sapa2 sbb tidak ada org yg ditakdirkan utk aku. aku kena cari and berusaha for a perfect guy for me. like when taking an exam. i studied like crazy so that even when i failed, i can still look back and say "at least i've tried". so, i should try my best to find a good husband for myself. i do not think this is a trivial matter.. just imagine, we will have to live with our husband 24-7. we have to stand by him through thick and thin. or like rush love to say "getting married is like getting inside a kapal, when u are going trough rough sea, it is up to the captain and the sailor to save the boat.. what happen if the boat finally sink? will u sink with it ? will u jump out to save yourself?"

still... the question remains, adakah jodoh sudah ditakdirkan utk semua org? silala jawab if any of you have the answers.....

selamat ari raya semua... aku rasa raya tahun ni aku paling relax... i did almost nothing to my house (klang or ampang). kuih raya pun x buat. i think even last yr aku buat sikit kuih raya. tahun ni, awal2 lagi aku bg duit kat mak aku, suruh beli kuih raya and xder plan nak buat or even bake a cake. x kemas rumah.. maybe tomorrow kot.

i had a short discussion with my fellow friend last wednesday. he asked an opinion about his girlfren. when i think like guy, then i totally agree with him on how to deal with his GF. but if i'm a friend to her gf, i think i will somewhat disagree with him. my opinion is very bias because i know him but not his gf.

anyhow, i honestly think most of the time we know what is wrong and what is right, what we suppose to do... and not. the question is whether we care our significant other enough to comply with his/her request. I believe in relationship there's a lot of compromises between two parties. you cannot expect the other person to listen to you if you do not listen to her right?. also, the guy really need to be stern. if you cannot control your gf now. what happen when you guys got married? by control not necessarily using brute force, there's a lot of ways to do it. a guy can control a girl without her knowing it... it's up to the guy's creativity.

i know i sounded too feminists sometimes. that mostly due to my upbringing. i become independent too early and it's very hard to listen to other people (even my parents). as much as i hate to admit, i do respect a guy that can make me listen to him and for once ask me not to do something that i know i shouldn't do but i will do it anyway just because i wanted to.

okla.. selamat hari raya semua...drive safe and have a blast.

ngantuk nyer.... hi bloggers.. never in my life i use this words... BLOGGERS.... i am a blogger... because i have a blog. i write crappy stuff in my blog... sometimes funny, sometimes not... a lot of times emotional... but when we start putting stuff for people to read. we are actually exposing ourself to criticism... eg. i wrote down that i'm falling in love... poeple might think i have a boifren. when i'm actually not. it's ok to think that i have one coz.. my words are misleading.. what i really want to get across is that, people judge. like it or not, we do. so.. sometimes, when i read some other people's blog/journal... i think what crap is he/she writing about? and it is not even funny. so, i expect the same from my readers... it is really stupid to write down something for people to read but couldn't accept when people give their comment... takyahla tulis langsung kan?

okla... malas nak ckp pasal tuh dah. LANTAKLA SITU... Bole tak kalau aku balik skrg? ngantuksssssss nih. nak tido nih... malas dah ni.... okla.. nak gi jalan2 jap. nak tgk movie la today. puasa2 ni tgk movie, rasa bersalah lak.