ngantuk giler. bilala nak balik ni. skrg tgh giler baca buku Wheel of Time. baru baca the first book. so, malam ni nak gi borong the rest of the books kat midvelly. eheheh... mmg berhantu tul la baca buku citer yg bersiri. ni kena pengaruh matde la ni. suka sgt baca fantasy books. entah apa2 ntah.

tiba2 bz lak aku skrg ni. last week aku ada second interview ngan petronas. apparently, my interviewer likes me. so, dia nak masukkan aku kat department dia. so, aku gi jumpa the other managers. and finally, diorg nak aku masuk as soon as possible. and since aku masih bekerja. aku takleh la nak masuk terus kan. kena berenti keje dulu... bla.. bla... so. if everything goes well, insyallah i'll be joining petronas by march 1st kat klcc. skrg ni tgh carik2 rumah ngan member2 yg duduk kl. kat vista angkasa (tmpt tinggal rush) mmg selalu ada kosong but a little expensive. so, tgh carik rumah lain.

time to go home.

aku gi check web apu, then of course la terbaca apu nyer comment about my comment of LOTR. ehehehe... so, aku nak justifyla aku nyer comment. aku rasa lotr is not that great just because of it's predictibily. coz, i would like to know what happens if the hantu in the jungle refuse to help aragon? what happen if the cannot die man is not killed by the princess and what if the ring not thrown into the lava? but if i stop thinking that way, i think the movie is great. plus, i've been hearing people said the movie was super super fantastic. some even cried.. so... my expectation was very high. all in all, i think it's all in the mind. so, that is why nowadays, when i go to the movies i try not to predict what will happen next coz it is surely a spoiler. but sometimes i cannot help it coz you know matde, he thinks he is sooo smart that he knows everything that's going on... so... aku pun kenala wreck my brain to figure it out too... peace apu.... ehehehe...

Oh.. and gambar yg kat web apu tu gambar masa kitorg gi new york kot. best gi trip tu sbb aku asyik tido jer in the car... never once kena jadi co-pilot. ehehehe.. not that i can read the map anyway.

last nite aku gi tgk movie "cheaper by the dozen". kelakar giler citer tu. i can totally relate to that movie coz my siblings pun ramai gak. even though takla sampai 12. i always love being in a huge family. i am almost never alone and the house is never empty. at least someone must be at home. and i love it that my mom don't go to work. someone has to manage the family right? tapi as usual, since my father don't earn that much in a month, there's a lot of sharing (food+clothes) that we have to do. one of the rules that we made among ourselve is if you don't want to share your junk food, finish it before you got home. and baju mmg hand-down punyala... if you're not a first child, time raya jerla dpt baju baru. that is why i am so grateful adanyer hari raya. if not... i'll be wearing hand-down clothes all year around. but things are looking up right now, half of us dah bekerja. money is not as big an issue as before. anyways, i'll love my family sooooo much and grateful i can finally stay with them now.

the thing with me is that when somebody scolded me and after i dealt with it and somehow try put it behind me. i don't need anyone even my boss to remind me about it. can't they just leave it? i cannot write nicely coz i am a damn engineer. not a writer. i'm use to a short explanation. sometimes i think that short explanation is polite enough. i am sorry that it is not to others. don't they think i don't have feelings?

i am blamed and accused of delaying a shipment and losing stuff when the stuff is not there when it arrived in my office. am i a god to control everything? everyone is blaming ME for something that i have no control of. kalau la aku ada kuasa nak control semua tu, of course aku make sure everything is ok. cubala paham yg aku ni cuma org tgh. mentang2la aku org baru, ada hal jer, semua salah aku. camner aku nak baca otak org? camner? camner aku nak tau bagi dia polite ke idak. pastu aku kena duduk depan email 10 jam ker nak krg bagi nampak mcm sasterawan negara? bangang tul.

all in all. aku rasa sales engineer is not for me. have to get other jobs that don't have to deal with people coz that sucks. or at least cuma deal ngan kawan sekerja jer.

tiba2 jer aku ada byk keje... penat lak rasa. selalunyer aku lepak jer. mmg very unpredictable betul la.

last weekend aku found out that a friend of mine dah broke up ngan awek dia. sian... dah lama bersama.. tiba2 broke up la pulak. rasanyer lately mcm byk lak couple yg breaking up. bila dah trasa camtu, aku pun terpkla pasal aku ngan matde. dah masuk 3 tahun rupanyer kitorg putting up with each other. maybe this a call for celebration? ehehe... hope everything will go well in the future...

another crazy quiz from quizzila... got it from elly





Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the
clouds."


What type of eyes do you have?
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I never have a favorite tv shows before but nowadays I think I have a few. Every Tuesday night at 9pm I have to watch Alias. I will not miss it if I can help it. I know it is pathetic. Come on, alias is not that good but still I find it the most interesting. Of course in the end the Bristows will kick Alvine Sloane’s ass. I just hate it when I already know the ending. Just like lotr. Everyone knows in the end the ring will be thrown inside the lava. Duh.. don’t have to take a genius to figure that out. That movie is just too frustrating that I can’t stop complaining about it.

Next, I love to watch anime Ranma ½ everyday from 7-8 pm. That anime is so hilarious. Eheheh… cannot stop laughing when I watched it. I love to see how ranma and akane develop their ‘relationship’. You see, they’re 15 and engaged so that when they got married, they will take over the ‘Satome Anything Goes Style’ dojo. You’ve got to watch how directionless is Ryoga. It takes 7 days for him to get from the front door to the backyard. Ehehehe… and they also have the silliest martial moves. Just got to watch it.

I love CSI too but not the CSI Miami. I prefer the casts of CSI Las Vegas. But in terms of the storyline, it is pretty much the same. Horatio doesn’t look as cool as Grissom and the gun girl from Miami(cannot remember the name) looks so arrogant. Besides, the casts look too good to be true. No matter la kan. I still watch both CSIs to kill my time. Unlike my parents, me and the rest of house occupants kill our time with watching tvs.

Happy new year

as usual, tak buat apa2 celebration for my birthday. My family just don’t celebrate birthdays. Kalau iyer, mmg bengkok la bapak aku. Nak entertain 10 people just for birthdays. Normally, org punya birthday yg beli kek or apa2 jerla for the family. But since I’m too lazy to go to town and buy a cake. Cake pun takder this yr. maybe next time.

Last week aku tgk 2 movies. Paycheck and Jutawan Fakir. Okla both movies. Well, at least I think Paycheck is better than lotr because it is not as predictable. Jutawan fakir pun not bad. Lawak dia mmg laughable. Not like mami jarum. Buat lawak entah apa2 ntah.

There’s nothing really much happening on my new year. Took 2 days off, one to finish off my leave for 2003 and one for 2004. 2003 was a good year. A lot has happened during that year. I graduated, got my first permanent job, first time driving a car, first time staying with my family for 8 months straight in 11 years, first time beraya at home after 4 years and to have my own car. Kira orait gakla.. ehehehe…