lagi 2 hari new year... ramai yg on leave. aku pun nak amik cuti la, this year nyer cuti tinggal satu, so might as well abiskan jer... esok la aku nak cuti.

feeling a little bit lethargic lately. nak bangun pagi pun tak larat. i wish i am on my bed right now. i wonder why i'm feeling like this. maybe i'm depress because new year is just around the corner. there's a lot of things that i shouldn't done but did it anyway last year. better to keep for myself.

it is quite depressing to learn that i am going to be one year older in the next two days. my new year resolution for next year would be to be secretive of my age and weight. eheheh.. a lot of my friends started to do that. so, i might as well join the crowd.

maybe next year, i should try to put better stuff on my blog, stop writing incoherently and try to concentrate on one topic before jumping on others.

my good freind elly is on cruise right now... have a blast elly... cannot say that i'm not jealous.. eehehe... coz i really wanted to go on a cruise... what to do...

a song by shania that catches my ears.. ehehe..

Ka-Ching!

We live in a greedy little world -
that teaches every little boy and girl
To earn as much as they can possibly -
then turn around and
Spend it foolishly
We've created us a credit card mess
We spend the money that we don't possess
Our religion is to go and blow it all
So it's shoppin' every Sunday at the mall
All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store

Can you hear it ring
It makes you wanna sing
It's such a beautiful thing - Ka-ching!
Lots of diamond rings
The happiness it brings
You'll live like a king
With lots of money and things

When you're broke go and get a loan
Take out another mortgage on your home
Consolidate so you can afford
To go and spend some more when
you get bored

All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store

Let's swing
Dig deeper in your pocket
Oh, yeah, ha
Come on I know you've got it
Dig deeper in your wallet
Oh

All we ever want is more
A lot more than we had before
So take me to the nearest store
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it is quite frightening isn't it? we truly are living in a greedy little world. everyone trying to get richer and richer. i myself studied very hard in high school not because i want the knowledge but because i know where i will end-up if i don't excel.

Aku rasa citer catch me if u can mmg bestla. Selalunyer I won’t be excited to watch a movie the second time. Tapi masa tgk citer tuh, aku masih trasa interested to watch. Dlm movie tu la aku trasa Leonardo mmg a very good actor. A week before aku tgk citer tu, I watched Leonardo in another movie(cannot remember the title). Dia bwk watak yg totally different from the ‘catch me if u can’. And the baby face is totally cute. But, takla se-cute Anakin in star wars though. I think he is the cutest and most arrogant-looking man in the world. And Aragon is the coolest-looking guy in the world.

U know what, I think I watched too many movies. Went to the cinemas too often too. Maybe I should cut down on watching movies. Try doing something new. What haa can be done in Malaysia? Sleeping would be a good option. Ehehehe… I am too tired these days coz I am rarely at home. It is really surprising how driving can worn your body out. Luckily I don’t have to go through a heavy traffic to work. Nasib baik ada alternative route. Kalau tidak, abisla my legs. Sure pengsan every time sampai rumah.

No one in the office yet. Or have they gone home already? Working in a small company mmg very unpredictable (in terms of colleague attendance). Mmg senang nak amik cuti. Cuti tak bergaji pun senang jer nak amik. No hassle. It just that, everyone in the office will know where you are and what you are doing. Right now, aku nak siapkan semua kerja aku cepat2 so that I can read my new book.

last night aku+matde finally dpt tgk lotr:rotk. Punyala lama plan nak tgk tapi asyik tak jadi jer.. sebelum tgk tu, semua org kata citer tu best. Bila dah dgr camtu, as usual, I will have a very high expectation of the movie. I expect the movie would be very good that I could not even predict the storyline. Tapi malangnyer… jalan citer nyer pretty obvious(at least for me). i think I better not mention what the obvious scenes are. Manila tau… ada yg belum tgk lagik. But there is one scene that I think so funny. It was said that no man alive/dead (and I thought it means manusia). But actually, I got it wrong. What he meant was a girl can kill the cursed man but not guys. What the hell? I think I am the only one laughing at that scene…

so, next time, I’ll remind myself to not have any expectation on movies coz that will definitely spoil the fun.

There’s an article on the newspaper today about disciplining children. The main issue was she (the writer) observed (in public) that parents are too gentle to their child and this in the end has spoil the children.

I know this sounds bad, but I don’t really remember much how my parents brought me up. I just remember fragments of it. For example, I remembered being chased by mother with a hose because I “main air” in washroom. Then I was temporarily kicked out from house because I threw a knife at my own sister. I deserved that. No one in the family remembers this incident accept me. Other than that, I don’t remember anything. Maybe because I am a girl and not that naughty (compared to my other brothers). That the beauty of having a lot of siblings. Sometimes, your parents can overlook you. ehehe…

As for me, kalau budak2 below 3 yrs old, I normally pamper them and occasionally pinch them if they’re naughty or taknak dgr ckp. Sometimes pinch kuat2, sometimes tak, depends on their strength. Kalau slow sgt, krg tak rasa pulak… takder effect pulak kan. But I love conversing with them. Mcm2 citer boleh kuar. There were times when they just make things up to sound as if they are the good guys. Well, who doesn’t heh. I myself is surrounded by budak2 skrg ni coz my sister is staying with us. Seronok boleh main ngan diorg… ptg2, I’ll jog with my 2 yrs old nephew. Kalau jogging ngan dia, mmg effective coz he won’t let me stop. kuat tul stamina budak2 ni... tapi aku pun dah tak fit dah.. cepat jer rasa penat... already....

this one i got from rush. kelakar giler... ehehehe... enjoyyyy...


WHY I FIRED MY SECRETARY

Two weeks ago was my 45th birthday and I wasn't
feeling too good that morning. I went to breakfast knowing my wife would be pleasant and say, "Happy Birthday!", and probably have a present for me. As it turned out, she didn't even say good morning, let alone any happy birthday. I thought, well, that's wives for you, the children will remember. The children came in to breakfast and didn't say a word..So then I left for the office, I was feeling pretty low and despondent. As I walked into my office, my secretary Janet said, "Good morning, Boss. "Happy Birthday". And I felt a little better that someone had remembered. I worked until noon,then Janet knocked on my door and said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day outside, and it's your birthday, let's go to lunch, just you and me." I said, "By George, that's the greatest thing I've heard all day. Let's go!" We went to lunch. We didn't go where we normally go; in! stead we went out into the country to a private little place. We had two martinis and enjoyed lunch tremendously. On the way back to the office, she said, "You know, it's such a beautiful day. We don't need to go back to the office, do we?" I said, "No, I guess not." She said, "Let's go to my apartment." After arriving at her apartment she said, "Boss, if you don't mind, I think I'll go into the bedroom and slip into something more comfortable" "Sure!" I excitedly replied. She went into the bedroom and, in about six minutes, she came out carrying a huge birthday cake . . followed by my wife, children, and dozens of our friends, all singing Happy Birthday. And I just sat there ... ... . on the couch . . . naked. You figure it out...

while trying to kill my time, aku gi ayun nyer web, then to fer's blog, then i found this:

My inner child is six years old!

Look what I can do! I can walk, I can run, I can
read! I like to do stuff, and there's a whole
big world out there to do it in. Just so long
as I can take my blankie and my Mommy and my
three best friends with me, of course.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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giler.... i bet being a 6 years old must be fun. takyah risau apa2.. aku ni .. in 2 weeks time will be sweet 24... ehehehe.. bolehla.... kasi can la... masih sweet....

bilik baru....

aku dpt bilik baru kat rumah. malam semalam, dgn secara ditactor nyer, aku dan adik aku telah merampas bilik tidur adik lelaki kami untuk dijadikan bilik kami.... kah kah kah (ketawa kejam). nasib la kan... sapa suruh dia jadi anak bongsu.... tapi apa nak risau, nanti rumah tu, jatuh ke tgn dia gak... dahla aku dpt tanah di kampung sebelah yg lagi jauh dari bandar. tension tul. kalau dpt tanah balakang rumah aku skrg pun dah ok sgt dah. boleh buat rumah banglo satu.
skrg ni nak beli rumah bukannyer murah, lagi2 kalau kat kwsn lembah klang. alang2 baik aku beli kat hartamas jer kan... lagi power.

finally, berjaya jugak aku buat some improvements...
nasib baik aku nyer free time mmg byk giler... adala masa to do my own thing.

esok boss aku buat rumah terbuka. aku kena dtg and layan the clients.. scary gak tu. camner la aku nak converse ngan aku nyer clients yg for sure umur at least 5 years older. kalau nak ckp pasal lagu2 hip hop retila aku.

but then, this is not bussiness oriented event. so, no need to worry la...

i find this site very interesting... ni rush nyer site.. tapi dia tak update pun.. anyways, take a look if u want- my potential.

dah nak balik... yey... esok dah jumaat.

aku dpt ni dari member aku.. since aku rasa joke ni kelakar nak mampus.... aku terpaksala post kat blog ni gak. for those who don't know, kancil nyer max speed 160 km/hr

Subject: PERODUA Boleh!!



pada suatu malam yang hening dan sunyi di lebuhraya utara selatan
kelihatan sebuah kancil putih tersadai di sebelah lane kerosakan.Ada
orang tua yang berdiri disebelahnya,pemilik kancil tu sedang berjalan
kehulu kehilir cuba menahan kereta supaya membantu.tidak ada sebuah
kereta pun berhenti.tiba-tiba datangla sebuah kereta evo 7 berhenti di
sebelah kancil tadi.

"ada apa nie pakcik,kereta rosak ke?"tanya pemuda berusia dalam
lingkungan 20an."a'ha rosak "jawap pakcik tu simple aje....
"ok,cam nie,saya ada tali nanti saya ikat kat kereta saya dan saya tarik
kereta pakcik sampai tol"mamat nie bagi idea.
"worrait gak tu...",tapi....nanti kalau pakcik rasa awak bawak laju
pakcik
akan hon dan bagi high beam"

"ok pakcik"..mamat nie pun ikatlah tali kat kereta kancil didepan dan
hujungnya diikat dibelakang bumper evonye.
dia pun jalanla..dengan slow dan berhati-hati.Dalam lima kilometer mamat
nie laju le sikit,apalagi pakcik tu pun hon dan bagi high beam la kat
mamat
tu.Mamat tu pun slowkan balik..

Tiba-tiba ada sebuah ferrari datang dari belakang dan press minyak kat
mamat evo7.apa lagi,jiwa muda patang dicabar,
dia pun tekan la minyak rapat nak kejar ferrari nie...lupa la pulak dia
dengan kancil org tua yg diikat kat belakang kereta dia.

Orang tua tu punya la hangin satu badan,dia pun hon dan bagi hi beam
bagai nak rak.Mamat evo7 tu dah tak sedar dah angin punya
pasal.Kebetulan pilak polis ada buat speed trap kat bawah jambatan.

Vrooommm......bedesup peginye...

ini dah lebih speed limit nie...kate polis nie..cecah 250kmj memasing
nie...

dia pun contact la kengkawan dia kat depan supaya saman kereta-kereta
yg laju nie...

"over..over,ada tiga buah kenderaan memandu melebihi had laju,sebuah
ferrari,sebuah evo7 dan sebuah lagi kalau aku cakap korang mesti tak
percaye punye.........sebuah kancil putih tengah cucuk angin evo7 tu
dan bagi hon dan hi beam nak potong!!!'

-end-

i always thought that girls jer yg suka bergossip and all... but bila aku kat US, aku rasa salah assumption aku tu. actually the guys when they get together pun suka bergossip. cuma lain sikit caranyer...

the best thing about gossiping with my girl friends is the gigling, screaming and guffaw part.... sometimes takla kelakar sgt pun. cuma bila dah ramai2 mmg lupa diri langsung.... i can still remember how elly and I gossip... mmg tak ingat dunia la... boleh bukak tingkap besar2 pulak tu.. i don't know how many people can hear it. eheheh... masa sophomore year, aku, elly, bie and haz normally buat girl's nite out kat bilik bie (sbb bilik aku not presentable, bilik elly kecik sgt, bilik haz takder tv). we gossip and gossip till morning... pastu main game entah apa2 ntah. kinda miss those times...

tapi bila gossip ngan budak2 lelaki... diorg suka make fun of other people. ckp benda bukan2 la... the gossip yg aku suka nak dgr but sometimes terlalu "lucah" (to hear it from a guy). nevertheless, aku tak kisah sgt pun... asalkan boleh gelak2.. makes my mundane life more ceria...

skrg ni... nak gossip ngan sapala agaknyer.... almost everyone yg aku kenal dah ada life sendiri... kalau diorg takder life pun, aku yg dah susah nak keluar dari rumah sbb duduk ngan parents. i just don't understand how thery don't mind me staying at the state, but susah sgt nak lepaskan aku gi jalan2 kat malaysia ni...

UNFOLDING THE ROSE:

A young, new ustaz was walking with an older, more seasoned ustaz in the garden one day. The younger ustaz wanted to marry a noble Muslim girl but was unsure whether their relationship would stand the test of time and temptation. Though he believes his fiancé loves him dearly, he was still afraid of the unknown. Feeling a bit insecure about what Allah had him do, he asked the older ustaz for some advice. The older ustaz walked up to a rosebush and handed the young ustaz a rosebud and told him to open it without tearing off any petals. The young ustaz looked in disbelief at the older ustaz and was trying to figure out what a rosebud could possibly have to do with his wanting to know the will of Allah for his life and ministry.


But because of his great respect for the older ustaz, he proceeded to try to unfold the rose, while keeping every petal intact... It wasn't long before he realized how impossible this was to do. Noticing the younger ustaz's inability to unfold the rosebud without tearing it, the older ustaz began to recite the following poem...

It is only a tiny rosebud,
A flower of Allah's design,
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.
The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I.
ALLAH opens this flower so sweetly,
Then in my hands they die.
If I cannot unfold a rosebud,
This flower of Allah's design,
Then how can I have the wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?
So I'll trust in Allah for leading
Each moment of my day.
I will look to Allah for His guidance
Each step of the way.
The pathway that lies before me,
Only Allah knows.
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments,
Just as He unfolds the rose.

last saturday nite, aku+matde gi rumah hafiz. actually nak gi masa siang, tapi matde byk hal la pulak, hantar abah gi airportla, gi main bola la... so, terpaksala gi malam. sian hafiz. dah terngantuk2 dia. aku tak prasan dia dah ngantuk sbb aku dah biasa sgt lepak ngan dia sampai mlm2 buta. tak terpkla dia boleh ngantuk awal2 gitu. best giler dpt gambar masa grad.nasib baik aku gi grad ceremonies ngan hafiz... adala hard copy nyer gambar.

aku rasa kurang praktikal guna digital camera kat malaysia ni.. nak cuci mmg mahal nak mampus. satu keping RM1. and kena processing fee RM1.50 every time... very2 expensive.. so, i'm decided to buy a new camera yg bukan digital. raya ni family aku langsung tak amik gambar pun.

aku ada baca satu buku citer malam semalam... aku nampak satu trend dalam buku cerita and drama melayu lately nih.. selalunyer mesti hero or heroin baru balik blaja oversea.. most of the times US. then bercinta sesama sepupu. aku pun pelik. bukan berkawin sama sepupu ni kurang elok ke sbb ada pertalian sedara. lastly, kalau ada anak mesti satu jer. jrg jer aku dgr org melayu yg tinggal kat kampung cuma ada 1 anak. apala diorg yg tulis buku/drama ni... cubala jadi adventurous sikit...

dalam byk2 hari, aku suka hari jumaat, sbb the day after that dah sabtu... tak keje. but then bila masuk ahad, dah menyampah dah sbb the day after dah hari isnin. weekend ni as usual, aku nak lepak rumah rush. boleh tido the whole day. kalau kat rumah, trasa guilty tido jer sbb nanti semua benda mak aku kena buat. so, terpaksala meringankan sikit tulang.

plus, astro nyer program tak interesting sgt during weekends.. i prefer the shows during weekdays.

i've started reading new kind of books... non-fiction one. just to widen my perspective. iyerla... asyik nak baca romance books jer.. nanti aku gak yg depress sbb my romance life is very far from romantic, more like a roller-coaster actually. anyways, one book entitled problem from hell. that book was recommended by matde and it was really good. it explains how the un-involvement of US had led to genocide. but sometimes bila diorg masuk campur and they screw-up, then diorg lak yg kena.. what to do... that's the price of being the sole-superpower. everything diorg kena amik tau and handle.

right now, i'm reading about globalization. aku baca terlalu la slow nyer.. baru masuk second chapter... maybe i should have read the book before i was interviewed by petronas. so i can put in more brilliant ideas... and takla kena hentam teruk2 ngan interviewer. bukan rezeki aku kot.

it would be nice to know everything in this world. i'm so tired of being ridicule.. it was mainly my fault actually to finding out about stuff. i just mind my own business when i was at the state. maybe if i read more papers... yeah... maybe.

i'm thinking of nak bukak my own bussiness one day. taknakla makan gaji forever. duit tak byk pun. aku ingat nak blaja2 buat kek secara kecil2an... ok gak kan?