tak best nyer hari khamis... trasa penat ghell. waa.... nak balik. tak larat.... kalau boleh ponteng kan best. lepas ni menengok jam jerla aku....menunggu 5.30 tiba

ermm... jom kita ckp pasal duit. aku rasa duit tu sgt2 penting dalam idup. selalunyer boleh membawa bahagia kpd hidup dan boleh jugak bwk rasa tak best. best sbb boleh buat, beli or pegi mana2 jer yg kita nak without mintak duit dari parents or the significant other. jadi tak best bila dah taksub ngan duit. kedekut... taknak kongsi ngan keluarga... and sbb nak sgt carik duit, tak spend masa sgt with the important people.

sbnrnya try to write something meaningful... since aku dah ngantuk sgt ni... and rasa tak best... i'm just going to stop here.

today start balik baca my favorite book of all time "My daddy long legs". masa freshman, after baca buku tu, i was inspired to write my mom long emails at least once a week. and yes, i did it until sophomore... and then after that, work piled up like crazy... tak larat dah... so, call jerla once a week... what the hell la i'm reminiscing ni...

ok... back to the real current state of me... a career woman... as usual, my colleagues will end up talking about women and pregnancies... sbb ada sorg engineer kat sini tgh pregnant. so, dia selalu sakit and all.. sian dia.. if i stay here as long as her... i'm sure i'll be equally busy... not like now, sempat lagi tulis blog.

anyhow, masa borak2, aku bagila comment. some pompuan mmg tak rasa sakit masa mengandung kot sbb my mom ok jer... since she is my mom, there is a chance that i will be fine too.. so, my bos commented, he thinks org dulu ngan skrg lain. org dulu dia nyer endurance of pain is higher compared to org skrg sbb takder pain relief and all... kalau sakit... tahan jer.. tak mcm skrg.. sakit sikit... ubat. kira badan pun naik manja la.... maybe betul jugak tu... kiranyer kalau mcm aku yg dah 3 kali kena food poisoning, lagi susah nak kena bila makan food tak brapa elok compared to people yg tak pernah kena...

last weekend blaja driving for 8 hrs. 4 hrs perday... the result... kaki lenguh2 sbb asyik nak kena pijak clutch... mana taknyer, kereta yg blaja parking punyala byk... nak kena tunggu turn pastu kena berenti... lepas berenti... nak kena masuk gear 1. asyik2 berenti, masuk gear 1, freekan gear... no wonder kaki aku sungguh lenguh...

dah confirm... and lulus ujian sebelum hantar gi driving test... doakanla aku berjaya yer... monday (25 ogos 2003) aku nyer test day.. cuak ni... takut gagal berenti kat garisan kuning masa naik bukit ngan berenti sblm garisan putih kat simpang... yg lain2 insyallah aku boleh ingat.

kalau pass test ni... insyallah boleh naik keter g keje by next month. takyah lagila aku nak menumpang org gi keje. best2...

YEY!!! esok weekend. bestnyer cuti.... and esok blaja bawak keter gak... after this weekend aku boleh amik driving test. bila dah dpt lesen, bolehla aku bwk keter gi kerja. takyahla nak mengharapkan aku nyer adik beradik and abah jer nak hantar aku g keje.. dahla org lain sampai pukul 8.45. yg aku lak sampai pukul 8... naya jer nak menunggu....

sabtu malam ada kenduri lagi. family aku ni selalu la buat kenduri. since aku balik jer dah ada 3 kenduri dah... sekali tu utk sambut aku balik+birthday mak+ birthday anak sedara. pastu sepupu lak kawin, pastu kenduri doa selamat kat rumah pak cik. yg sabtu ni tak tau lak kenduri apa... ermm.. camnila kalau semua org duduk dekat2... pastu selalunyer aku nyer tugas kenala basuh pinggan after kenduri abis. and before tu kenala tolong potong2 sayur. nak masak, tak layak lagi... entah bilanyer nak layak...

since aku ni yg paling muda kat office and belum kawin, selalu la mendengar citer2 pasal mengandung la... pasal anak la... lelaki lak tu yg bercerita.... aku ingat pompuan jer yg suka citer2 pasal ni.. citer bila nak dpt anak pun ada.

gi tgk2 deera nyer blog, pastu ada lak mende ni... since aku pun dah penat keje...
aku nak relax la jap....

HAVE YOU EVER------------------

* Ever been so drunk you blacked out: No
* Missed school bcoz it was raining: Never... best apa main ujan
* Put a body part on fire for amusement: gilo opo
* Been hurt emotionally: lots of time..
* Kept a secret from everyone: i don't think so
* Had an imaginary friend: maybe... masa kecik2
* Cried during a Movie: of course, every movie...unless it sucks
* Had a crush on a teacher: once
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?: kenshin was
* Been on stage: few odd times. i always try to avoid it
* Cut your hair: once a yr


FAVORITES------------------

* Shampoo: Lore'al
* Soap: Dove
* Color: coklat
* Day/Night: evening
* Summer/Winter: summer
* Lace or satin: dua2 tak suka
* Fave cartoon Characters: ermm... tak minat kartun.
* Fave Food: soto
* Fave Advert: nothing in mind
* Fave Movie: my best friend's wedding
* Fave Ice Cream: anything Chocolate
* Fave Subject: math
* Fave 'normal' Drink: rebina
* Fave Persons to talk to online: anyone online..


RIGHT NOW------------------

* Wearing: baju kurung and new heels + tudung merah
* Hair is: dalam tudung
* I'm feeling: tired.. biasala.. dah hari khamis
* Eating : not yet
* Drinking: drinking water
* Thinking about: bila nak dpt gaji..
* Listening to: takder speaker... takleh nak dgr apa2


IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

* Cried: Nope
* Worn a skirt: no...
* Cleaned your room: no
* Done laundry: no
* Drove a car: no

DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------

* Yourself: most of the times
* Your friends: yup
* Santa Claus: absolutely no
* Tooth Fairy: ni utk org putih jer ni
* Destiny/Fate: of course
* Ghosts: kdg2...
* UFO's: not really

FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: ha'ah
* Like anyone?: all the time
* Who's the loudest: me.. i tend to speak aloud in public
* Who's the shyest: cannot remember
*Who's the weirdest: all my friends are cool....
* Who do you go to for advice: most of the time any friend closest to me
* Who do you cry to?: rush
* When did you cried the most: when i was heart broken.
* What's the best feeling in the world?: being with my family
* Worst feeling: loneliness

semalam lunch bos blanja makan kat Thai Restaurant. giler byk lauk.. adala dalam 6-7 for 7 people. sedap2 food dia... harga pun mahal. takperla, bos bayar. staff dalam office aku ni ada 7 jer including bos. 2 org studied in UK, 2 from US (aku + bos) and 3 locals. bila kitorg start bukak topik pasal blaja oversea... yg lain terpaksala senyap jer... sian gak bila di pk2 kan. tapi aku mmg excited sikit bila borak2 pasal benda2 oversea, lbh2 lagi kalau pasal travel...

sabtu lepas aku nyer first time official blaja bawak keter. sampai2 jer, terus dia suruh aku bwk ke jalanraya... mmg cuak tak ingat nyer... comment2 yg aku dpt, belok tak jaga break & lupa nak bagi isyarat. adala sekali tu masa nak balik, aku nyer keter mati kat traffic light. mmg gelabah sikitla masa tuh... alhamdullilah tak jadi apa2. lagipun aku nyer cikgu boleh break keter tu bila2 masa. hopefully by next week aku dah boleh bawak betul2 dah.

the most common question yg aku dpt bila first jumpa org kat malaysia ni mesti "baru abis blaja ker?". maksudnyer tu bukan abis u, tapi abis SPM. agak2nyer muka aku ni nampak lagi muda as time goes by kot. sbb masa aku kat asrama dulu org selalu ckp muka aku mcm mak org. tapi yg peliknyer, kalau aku pegang budak, mesti org ingat tu anak aku. so, i concluded that my face is young enough to be 17 and old enough to have kids.

also, last weekend was the last show for Akedami Fantasia, okla jugak... i wasn't really paying attention coz tak brapa minat pun and masa tu tgh masuk2kan gambar dalam album. all the three winners are male. aku sure mesti ramai pompuan jer yg hantar SMS. maklumla, we girls rajin buat benda2 tu. ehehe.. aku ingat Nija will get into the top three... obviously, wishing doesn't make it so...

alhamdullilah... skrg ni aku dah dpt keje kat shah alam. by next week bolehla aku jadikan ni as my daily journal sbb next week baru ada pc sendiri. taklah monthly lagi. tapi malangnyer... internet connection kat sini mmg lembap sikit. terpaksa bersabar jerla.

aku nyer bos rupa2nyer petronas scholar gak. so, dia pernah la keje ngan petronas for 10 years. tapi aku ni yg tak dipanggil lagi utk interview tak taula bila nak di panggil keje. yg lain pun mcm tak dgr jer cerita pasal petronas panggil ke apa.

i'm sure kat ann arbor skrg ni tgh panas like hell sbb dah masuk bulan 8. aku nyer first summer jer yg tak panas. at most pun 85 F. last yr gi Vegas, adala sampai 100 F. mmg mcm terbakar jer. seperti kata judd, tmpt buat dosa kot. semua benda2 yg mendatangkan dosa ada. judi, perempaun, girl show... and the list goes on and on. i wish i could go to seattle or canada. itula tmpt2 yg tak berkesempatan nak tgk.

skrg kat malaysia dah ada "reality show" Akademi Fantasia. benda ni lbh kurang mcm american idol. viewers yg vote guna SMS. rancangan tu kat astro jela... kat national channel takder. pastu diorg duduk satu rumah... cuma takderla gaduh2 & sex mcm reality show kat US nu kan. but the fact that they are leaving under the same house is quite apalling actually. maklumla, this is for malaysian viewers. this weekend diorg nyer final show kalau tak silap.