cannot belief that i'm too busy to update my journal.... and now my colleague lak nak tukar depart... i'm going to be twice as busy very soon sbb instead of handling 2 terminals, aku kena handle 4 terminals.... giler apa... and he's been doing that since last year..

keje aku skrg ni kira ok la... still byk mkn free... and bcoz of that, aku dah start gi jogging kat KLCC nyer park.. yesterday was the first day... hopefully still akan jog tomorrow or the day after... tak cukupla kalau cuma nak mengharapkan swimming once a week. itupun kalau aku balik shah alam.. punya la payah nak carik swimming pool kat ampang ni. there must be at least one.

weekend was pretty hectic... since aku dah berkereta ni, selalula aku gi keluar jumpa org tu, jumpa org ni... cannot imagine how i'm going to feel when i have to return my car to my dad. sure sedih jer rasa.... sudah patah kaki... isk isk... once u have a car, it feels sooo weird living without one...

i'm officially a gilmore girls freak... i can watched 4 series in a row and stop just becoz i need to go to work the next morning... kalau tak, i can watch 10 series instead. cannot believe dulu aku kutuk2 adik and kakak aku sbb diorg suka sgt tgk citer tuh... eheheh... now it's my turn.

everyone in that movie is very witty... even when that someone has an attitude.. and of course, beautiful... even the fat suki is... and they talked soo fast i have to concentrate to catch up... nevertheless, i love the show and don't mind watching it again... ehehehe

which reminds me, i need a tv to watch gilmore girls on 8tv... kitorg nyer tv rosak and we really need to find a tv, maybe i should try carik tv this weekend.

guys always say that women are impossible to understand.. for me that is bullshit. the basic rule is if u hurt the girl's feeling in any way, she will either cry, stop talking to u or went completely mad.... but for us women to understand man... giler.. for example.. please read on...

disclaimer: not my own writing... ehehehe...

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The nice men are ugly,
The handsome men are not nice,
The handsome and nice men are gay,
The men who are not so handsome but nice men have no money,
The men who are not so handsome but are nice men with money think women are only after their money,
The handsome men without money are after our money,
The handsome men who are not nice don't think that we are beautiful enough,

The men who think we are beautiful, somewhat nice, and have some money are cowards,
The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice, and have some money are shy guy,
Now, do you understand men indeed?

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do u agree with me girls?

what u do on sat?

sleeeppppppp......

tv.....

eat junk........

nampaknyer aku dah semakin bz skrg... nak update blog pun jrg2... ehehehe...

anyways, life is good now. except that kurang physical activity sikit. i'm trying to find a place or activity that i can do so that i will stay fit. as u know, people in my profession are quite fat. we are pampered with good food. everytime org dtg belanja, diorg order like crazy.... kalau lauk tak more than 6 mmg tak sah la...

maybe today ada org nak jumpa aku gak. so, i might have a drink with him. ehehe... this one i don't know whether i should pay for it or not. i seriously don't know when i should pay bila makan ramai2. it is easier for a guy to say they will pay but for a girl? i don't know...

aku sudah mengantuk... ehehehe... so, here i am, second entry in a day. mamat yg duduk sblh aku cuti ari nih. takderla aku segan sgt nak update blog aku.

one of my colleague rupa2nyer pernah tinggal kat ATDI (asrama sblh asrama aku). berciter2la kejap pasal asrama kitorg... giler lama aku tak gi asrama tu. the last time was in 1998. itupun sbb nak amik result. being me, i seldom missed the place i left. so, takla nostalgic sgt...

have one more hour to go. hari ni tak bz langsung. what 2 do, what.... aaa

There's nothing interesting happened last weekend. so, nothing to update. last week i went to kerteh and stayed at Hyatt. giler lawa tmpt tu. it's a shame i forgot to bring my swimming gear. bilik aku sebelah jer swimming pool. pagi2 aku boleh bukak pintu and terjun dlm pool. mandila kejap ngan mat2 saleh kat situ kan.. ehehehe... tapi Hyat tu kat kuantan. so, tak dptla aku nak hang out with my "induction buddies" yg tinggal kat kerteh.

and aku punya 6" mattress tak sampai lagi. i bought it at carrefour last 2 sats and sepatutnyer sampai last sat. tapi since last fri ujan like mad, diorg tak dpt nak antar on the sat. cisss... marah tul aku. hopefully, as promised by them, the mattress will reach my home tonite by 8. so, tonite i cannot stayback. see... since keje ngan pet ni jrg giler or almost never went home on time. ada jer keje sampai kena stayback.

our house dah ada tv (boro punya). tapi cuma boleh tgk ngan jelas channel 3 shj. ermm... at least we have a tv. next is to buy dvd player. we haven't stop shopping for the house yet. everytime gi carrefour mesti buy something. naik kopak duit aku.

already...

it is monday again. since it is quite impossible to get enough rest nowadays, i just have to deal with my fatigue. cannot imagine berapa jauh i have to drive everyday... as i said before, driving can be very tiring.

to recap, i watched 2 movies over the weekend. Along came Polly and The Human Stain. both are good. The human stain tu byk noooo censored.... tapi pelakon dia power2, nicole kidman, anthony hopkins and ed harris. and along came polly just funny as hell. what do u expect, ben stiller yg berlakon... ehehehe...bilik jennifer aniston dlm movie tu sgt ethnic and lawa... i wish my room is like that. ehehehe...

a week has finally passed. mmg hectic la week ni... byk benda yg aku kena blaja before next week. and next week i will be travelling to Kerteh. tgk terminals buat planning. never been to one so do not know what to expect. also akan melawat one of the vessels over there. gonna be interesting i guess.

tried so hard to be informed about the local politics(i.e baca the star) tapi skrg still dlm mood election. so, tak byk sgt news baru. byk comments and congratulations to BN jer. kesian giler opposition party. kalau dlm paper, mmg nampak mcm black sheep giler..
gonna time myself off a bit from reading anything useful... so, gonna read craps and craps and craps for a while...

balik rumah last weekend. masa pilihanraya ni, mmg meriah giler. kalah raya. since aku tak register lagi, tak dpt la aku nak mengundi this year. maybe the next 5 years baru aku mengundi. kalau nak undi skrg mcm la aku tau sapa yg aku nak vote. dah lama aku tak update myself with the malaysian politics. even then, BN stuff kalau kat paper mesti pasal the good stuff jer and the opposition party mesti yg tak elok. mmg berat sebelah giler. so, how am i suppose to know which one is better? plus the opposition party langsung tak dikasi can to prove themselve that they can actually do something for the country.

anyhow, pilihanraya was over. at least most of it. i think i heard over the radio that one of the DUN has to revote. maybe la....

have a good day peeps...

uii.... lamanyer aku tak update. skrg dah masuk office. kerja masih tak byk... and dah dpt pc with internet connection. some people takleh access pun. but since i will be dealing with the international customers, i have to have internet la kan.

work was fun. very interesting coz i'm meeting a lot of customers, plus they normally bring something for us also. for example, today i get a perfume... cayala... perfume aku pun nak abis dah..not to mention all the free lunch and breakfast. yesterday was my first lunch meeting. abisla.... gemuk balik la aku. all the traders badan pun boleh tahan.

and my colleagues are all guys. i'm the only lady in the LPG trading dept. cannot run from guys la.... ehehhe... sian matde, he thinks if i join trading/marketing, i will not deal with guys any longer.. but the fact is, traders are dominated by guys. i think because they need to be mobile...

so guys, if u think u like to meet new people and freeeee food, jadila trader...

lama gak aku tak update this time. i am actually exhausted.. terlalu lama la training kat sini without rest. hari isnin ni baru la abis. mana tak penat nyer. right now tgh sibuk rehearsing our performance for closing ceremony. aku jadi puan alimah yg tergedik2 itu. ehehhe..... don't know where i found the courage to act up like that. i was never good at acting pun.

today went to Petrosains KLCC. best jugak tmpt tu. really worth your money and time. so, pegila kalau belum pegi. sure tak nyesal nyer.... they really take a great effort to make the place very ineteresting.

baru jer balik dari cheneh. cheneh was fun. mmg interesting giler.... easpecially sbb aku dpt buat wall climbing. something that i really wanted to try before tapi quite hard sbb aku nyer tgn and kaki tak cukup panjang. there were times where i cannot reached the batu at all, so kena turun sikit and try another route. pastu my group got lost in the jungle masa buat jungle trekking. ramai gak yg try carik kitorg. it was actually quite scary... tersesat. and for the first time in my life aku gi karaoke with a few friends masa kat cheneh tuh. ehehehe.... kira bestla jugak eventhough semua lagu lama. i think all in all, aku rasa the activities were fun cuma aku paling tak suka part kena cross a swamp. geli tul... dahla quite dalam the swamp, i had to swim a little bit coz if not, i'm sure i'll submerged. tomorrow had to continue duduk dalam kelas balik. boring.... boring...

learned about etiquette today. pasal image and of course at meja makan. payah giler. everything has to be taken in small bites and with very2 proper manner. don't know when should i actually practice it. kalau jadi diplomats jer kot. and this afternoon i will be going to Cheneh. will have 2 days of outdoor activities. hopefully tak byk nyamuk kat sana coz i forgot to bring my mopiko. gonna have fun over there... ehehehe....

yesterday was the first time i lost my handset. mak oiii... cuak nyer la aku masa tu. nasib baik last2 ada gak this one guy called my friend and bagitau phone aku ada kat dia. and this morning baru dpt balik. kus semangat..... nasibla tak yah beli tepon baru balik. alhamdullilah. already, want to get my afternoon nap before another torturing lectures. i just hate this training. i know i will get very little out of it.

lama dah aku tak update blog. skrg dah kat permata. buat training for two weeks. actually, 2 weeks and 1 day. langsung takder cuti. giler penat. napala buat training sampai camni. sampai naik demam aku. so semalam amikla one day off. sleeping the whole day. dari tengahari sampai the next day. and today still trasa mamai. some of my ex-colleague masih contact aku, membuatkan aku rasa terharu.. ehehehe... trasa appreciatedla jugak kan...

hari ni takder keje langsung. well, i have to make one phone-call to Miri and that's it for today. boss ada lak kat office. kalau dia tak masuk or masuk at least after lunch kan best. at least i can do whatever until then.

baca blog elly tadi and it seems that ramai budak taiping nak kawin. well, since aku nyer life surrounded by Taiping-leavers, aku pun tau la sedikit sbnyk perkembangan diorg. all my sisters pun kawin masa umur diorg 23-24. so, mmg expectedla for me for people to get married around now. as for me, kdg2 aku nak kawin, kdg2 tak. tapi maybe aku prefer not now la. byk sgt commitment nyer nanti. cannot go there, cannot do this and that. kena jaga hati family sblh suami.. bla2... and most importantly, belum ada duit. believe it or not, even though gaji aku blh dikira byk compared to my peers, still cuma cukup2 makan jer. hardly ada extra for saving. maybe i will change my mind bila my boyfriend start working and pray tell when is that?

semalam aku, rush and boro officially sewa our first house together. diorg pernah sewa bilik before this but not a house. we gonna have our own room. if we are lucky the owner might agree to lend us their peti ais. ice box is so expensive over here. jatuh miskin aku nak pindah rumah ni. apa2 hal pun we are so very excited to move in the new house.

Got this from elly's , ehehehe... giler lawa gambar tuh... nak simpanla. aku suka buat quiz2 dari quizzila ni.



You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted, care-
free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You have
friends and most absolutely love you. You can
be calm and soothing one minute and ragging in
anger the next so no one wants to get on your
bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


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Got this from Rush... read on...


The new Age women

In a brief conversation, a man asked a woman he was pursuing the question "What kind of man are you looking for?"

She sat quietly for a moment before looking him in the eye and asking "Do you really want to know?"

Reluctantly, he said "Yes."

She began to expound...

"As a woman in this day and age, I am in a position to ask a man what he can do for me that I can't do for myself. I pay my own bills. I take care of my household without the help of any man...or woman for that matter.

I am in the position to ask, "What can you bring to the table?"

The man looked at her. Clearly he thought that she was referring to money.

She quickly corrected his thought and stated, "I am not referring to money.

"I need something more. I need a man who is striving for perfection in every aspect of life."

He sat back in his chair, folded his arms, and asked her to explain.

She said,

"I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection mentally because I need conversation and mental stimulation. I don't need a simple minded man.

I am looking for someone who is striving for perfection spiritually because I don't need to be unequally yoked... believers mixed with unbelievers is a recipe for disaster.

I need a man who is striving for perfection financially because I don't need a financial burden.

I am looking for someone who is sensitive enough to understand what I go through as a woman, but strong enough to keep me grounded.

I am looking for someone who I can respect. In order to be submissive, I must respect him.

I cannot be submissive to a man who isn't taking care of his business. I have no problem being submissive...he just has to be worthy.

God made woman to be a help mate for man. I can't help a man if he can't help himself.

When she finished her spill, she looked at him. He sat there with a puzzled look on his face.

He said, "You are asking a lot."

She replied, "I'm worth a lot."

Send this to every woman who's worth a lot!

semalam gi pick up offer letter kat klcc & buat medical check-up. byk tul borang kena isi. entah apa2la... procedure nak masuk petronas tu lengthy giler. ari ni lepas hampir sebulan aku gi tender aku nyer resignation, dia ckp lak better takyah tender dulu sbb tak dpt lagi medical check-up result. ish... boleh tak kalau aku tension. kalau aku tak lepas medical check-up ni mmg marah betul la aku. gi bakar klcc tu sbb tak ckp camtu awal2. ingat senang ker nak carik keje skrg ni. entah apa2 ntah.